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Rejoice! [12 Jan 2006|08:42pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I have a new LiveJournal!


Fare thee well, past life!


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The Most Accomplished Thing I'll Do This Year [12 Jan 2006|05:39pm]
[ mood | determined ]

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Ride a mechanical bull in drag.

Get your resolution here

Don't think that I won't!
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The Idiot Teenager's Guide to Teenagers [12 Jan 2006|03:08pm]
[ mood | horny ]

Owww. My arm still hurts very bad. I'm guessing it's supposed to be, but I'm still contemplating if I should get it checked out. The doctor said it should've only hurt yesterday and only like someone punched me in the arm; not like someone's been stepping on it with steel-tipped boots.

Yay! My grades are improving! So much happiness! I'm glad that my teachers talked to me and finally got me to actually notice what the hell has been up with me. Yet again, I have fallen under Dark Stormy Cloud depression, but I am now once again fighting it off with Prozac. I always thought they tasted like capsules soaked in orange or pineapple juice. Strange stuff. Sometimes I can't even notice that I'm actually not thinking about stupid things. Such as right now. I'm talking to Jon online and I'm laughing.

Alex and I are Officially Over and I'm moving on. I'm actually pretty proud of how well I'm taking it now. I was very upset before, but now in light of recent events, I'm just sick of him and happy that I don't have to be worried constantly when the inevitable would happen--because it has. I had been sick of how he's been acting. And I'm sick of not being appreciated. He hasn't "loved" me nor liked me in months, so what's the point of sticking around anyway? He left me in the dark for so long and used me for things when I thought he felt the same way as I did. Forget it. He's a finished chapter in my book that I'll never return to. I'm just amazed how quickly this all came about. I vow never to talk about him again in my LiveJournal. :)

Being single leaves me a lot of time for my Creative Projects. For the past year or more all I was doing was paying attention to Alex which was immature. Now I have time to paint, write, draw, et cetera instead of making my self paranoid or scared shitless. Relationships tend to do that to me, regardless. I don't know if it's the people or just me. Probably just me. I'm going to work on that. I'm a teenager. This is the time where I have to find my self. Was I naive to think that ooooh Alex is the One: hell yeah. Pathetic even. I was fifteen. No one gets married to someone they met when they were fourteen. Geez, and to think that when I haven't even experienced any one else? Man, oh man. I'm not going to make that mistake again. I promise to myself and to everyone reading this that I will not become crazy about a guy like that again. Cause and effect. [shiver]

On another, more happier note, I love the Monkees. The "Porpoise Song" just screams '60s. Has anyone seen the movie Head? Brilliant, tripped out film, folks. :D

Speaking of moooovies. I want to see one this weekend. :D Though I don't know when... My weekend's pretty booked. On Saturday, Emily wants me to come over her house so we can eat pints of ice cream and watch Lifetime movies (ha-ha!). Well, whaddya expect? Boys suck. (But suck what is the question.) On Sunday, Colleen and Roy want to go to see Andrea's Joseph and the Technicolor Dreamcoat!!! YAY! I need to know how much costs and what time and how far away it is (my dad's a little freaked that Roy'll be driving us! ha-ha! an adventure!).

Uggggh. My Against Racial Stereotyping in Sports bill for Advanced Speech failed today. The only people who actually voted for it was Ciak and I. But a few said that it was a very good speech. I thought that I brought up some very good points, but, of course, people like Beth did not want to listen to it at all. In her Con speech she even repeated stuff that I already had made quite clear was wrong with facts as to why. But people are too goddamned attached to "tradition and excellence" and blah-blah-more shit that they won't think outside the box.

In the words of Roybert the Great: "I hate humanity!!!"

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Mm-Hm. Snicker-Doodles. [11 Jan 2006|09:42pm]
[ mood | ow, my arm ]

1)Have you ever been arrested, if yes for what?
Krysty, Jon, and I were almost arrested for being on the property of Krysty's old house, which we had no idea was up for sheriff sale. Also Jon "fit the bill" to a nameless stranger that had been stalking the night. Wow, how many people do that in West View?

2)What kind of drugs have you done?
Altoids.Collapse )

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On a Mental Holiday [11 Jan 2006|09:34pm]
[ mood | mentally unsound ]

Happy times lay ahead, fellows!


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You say "bad"; I say "colorful." [11 Jan 2006|03:19pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

Well, big surprise, I was grounded yesterday from the computer. I'm still trying to comprehend the reason, but oh well. Whaddya gonna do?

I had to go to the doctor's last night. I thought it was only to confirm that my ear infection was gegangen, but nope it was that and a bag of pretzels. They were going to make me get into a paper dress and stick a needle in my arm. Uh... No. So I just kept my clothes on and let them go through with the regular interrogation ("Are you sexually active?" "Not really." "Not really?" "I mean I haven't had sex." "But you're sexually active?" "No, it was just a response." "Do you use a kind of contraception?" "No. I am not sexually active." "Condoms?" "No." "Edible panties?" "..." "Well?" "Yeah, I'm sexually active."). Then they politely informed me that I was ten years due for a tetanus vaccine. Well, fuck. So I grabbed the nearest lifesize Patrick Starr styrofoam-stuffed animal and a popsicle stick to bite down on hard enough to give my tongue splinters. At the last minute I relaxed the muscle in my arm and as the sharp, pointy object bit down into my flesh I made the Navy quite proud.

My left arm has been hurting all bloody day. It feels like a fairly large person decided to do me some permanent damage by punching me in my fucking arm. Not very kind. Eaaaaghh.

Wow. My dad just yelled at me for saying "yeah" instead of "you're welcome." I'm a wicked child.

Erika wasn't here today. Whyyy? :) Hope you're feeling well, dearest.

Well, since *ahem* I wasn't allowed on the computer today I didn't get a chance to mention that Emily and I pushed Colleen and Roy to kiss in the hallway. Can you give me a woot, woot for a spot of voyeurism, fellows?

I guess I didn't really explain about what's "going on" between me and "Boyo." The truth is: Not a Clue. We've just been avoiding each other. Last weekend, he was going to email me and explain what's going on, but he never did; so chances are we probably are split. Eh, whaddya gonna do? :\

Gee, thanks, Colly.Collapse )

Ich heiße Super Fantastisch.
Ich trinke Schampus mit Lachsfisch.
Ich heiße Super Fantastisch!

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An Elaboration! [09 Jan 2006|03:38pm]
[ mood | in extreme emotional pain ]

Bad day.

Yeah, well...Collapse )

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Nothing. [08 Jan 2006|10:46pm]
[ mood | hurt? ]

He didn't email me.

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Ah-Ha! [08 Jan 2006|09:28pm]
[ mood | horny ]



A penis!

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If Only I Were This Needy In Real Life..... Shit. [08 Jan 2006|05:49pm]
[ mood | silly ]

Put your answers in the comments section, puhlease; it can even be anonymous if it makes you more comfortable. I'd love to see what you think of me. Post it on your bulletin without the answers. You might be surprised with the results...

y = Yes, n = No, m = Maybe

Would you? Will you?

[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _
[_] give me your screenname? ______________
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] go to dinner with me?
[_] let me drive you somewhere?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...

[_] think im hott?
[_] think im cute?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

AM I...

[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?


[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] gotten shit faced with me?

ARE Y0U...

[_] happy you know me?
[_] thinking about me?
[_] going to repost this? :D

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Wow. I'm pretty nasty. [08 Jan 2006|05:16pm]
[ mood | calm ]

My ResumeCollapse )

Narnia was a beautiful film. :) I must have the soundtrack. Mr. Tumnus's flute music is...[orgasm]!!!

But did anyone else think that Edmund looked a lot like Adam Whale? [weirded out] Come to think of it...Tumnus looked like Russell Crowe... It's that eye-thing. [le sigh]

Well, I must go back to *whatever* I was doing.

Erotica, here I come!

(Wow. That was pretty gross. My sincerest apologies.)


The man who played Tumnus (James McAvoy) was in a movie called Lorna Doone in the year 2000.


I don't understand it either.

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The Liar, the Bitch, and the Closet [08 Jan 2006|11:32am]
[ mood | boobies! ]

I'm going to see Narnia with Erika! Weee! In a few minutes! Weee!

Yeah. I definitely need to work on my "phone skills."


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"With our love we could save the world." -George [07 Jan 2006|09:44pm]
[ mood | hippyish ]

Write something substantial at least an hour a day.
Don't hate; forgive. (This'll be the hardest. It probably won't be so for my ex-stepfather.)
Be more outgoing. (Who should care what They think?)
Be independent. (Don't become a dentist.)
If it ends, I won't date for the rest of the year.
Do my homework immediately when I get home from school. (Including Friday.)
See my sister, Autumn more often.
Whenever my dad opens his gob, don't answer back.
Don't write long, whiny LiveJournal posts. (It's annoying and no one wants to hear about my petty problems.)
Get a job.
Open a bank account.
Finish all film projects next semester.
Figure out what I am doing for Graduation project (book or movie? movie or book? book into movie? movie into book?) and stay determined.
Exercise more.
Stop complaining and worrying about what my body looks like compared to how healthy it is. (Why should it matter what a person looks like anyway?)
Make myself useful.
Continue being comfortable with my sexuality. (There's nothing wrong with loving sex...ual stuff. :D)
See my friends more often. (Schedule a weekly shindig maybe?)
...Possibly More Later...

EDIT: Hippy Quotes That I Love
"I do my thing, and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful." -Frederick E. Perl

"We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep on watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it. " -John Lennon

Erm...Some more later?

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Keeping Myself Busy [07 Jan 2006|02:43pm]
[ mood | bumfucked ]

Crapola.Collapse )

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Blah-Blah-Blah-AGHHH-Blah-Blah-Blah [07 Jan 2006|11:08am]
[ mood | blank ]

I feel very empty right now.

Not bad.

Not good.

Just empty? It's sort of odd considering what contributed to this. Ho-hum.

My water heater is still broken and I feel stinky dinky. Wunderbar!

The minute I woke up I opened up my so-so new laptop and started writing! I am progressing ever so slowly! Yay!

I'm still cold.

Uhm... Does anyone want to do anything today? I need to keep busy. But, of course, uhm, I wouldn't be able to do something until late since the Water Heater Fixer Uppers won't come until...one to three and then it takes two hours for them to set the thing up. So, uhm, maybe it won't work. Maybe tomorrow? Heh. Wow, I just wasted a few of my life by writing this. Wooo!

My dad's talking about gay rights and whatnot when he knows nothing about the subject... It's a little humorous. [titter]

Erm...Could someone talk to me? I need to talk to someone.


I want to say a very, very special thank to Emily for talking to me last night. :) If it weren't for you I'd be a wreck right now. I love you!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

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My Feet Feel Like They Are Coated in a Sheet of Ice: Is That a Good Thing? [06 Jan 2006|06:42pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I love this time of the year.

It abruptly begins snowing again after a less-than-chilly hiatus.
Ice glazes the streets and hills.
The water heater breaks and starts spouting water from it's top creating freezing cold water for all.

Ah, yes. How would I survive? :)



Tell me, how is it fair that Goofy is a dog and is "civilized," being able to socialize with everyone while poor Pluto is, quite literally, Mickey and the Gang's bitch?

There is not justice in the world.

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God, Smite Me Down and Call Me Suzy [06 Jan 2006|06:47am]
[ mood | creative streak? whoops ]

Wow, guys! I already broke my resolution! Is this a record or what?!

Oh. And it's snowing again.

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Another Snippet From Fifth Period Lunch: [05 Jan 2006|09:48pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

Alex is a nippleslinger-something.

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I Love Cake Like a Fat Kid Loves You [05 Jan 2006|04:58pm]
[ mood | Goonies never say die! ]

Today is Sasha's second birthday.



Also. Please leave an anonymous comment about moi. At least one positive, one negative, and a solution. I need this, fellas. I'm cuckoo. xD

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My Favorite Album--That I Have. Don't Buy It For Me. [05 Jan 2006|03:22pm]
[ mood | azn ]

Which They Might Be Giants album are you?

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